I decided that only for BREAKERZ related entries , I will be locking them signed , sealed & delivered within my LiveJournal .

I actually miss blogging about non related BREAKERZ stuff (which I wouldn't lock them as I don't see the need to) & I so can't wait to talk about basically rubbish & matters that people wouldn't care about reading LOL

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At this point in time , I'm open to people who want to add me back on LiveJournal but under the cut are some basic rules you have to abide & should know before I decide whether or not I should add you back or not

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(≧▽≦)(≧▽≦)(≧▽≦) Happy 31st birthday to you you Shinpei Inoue (≧▽≦)(≧▽≦)(≧▽≦)



Wow I so can't believe it , SHINPEI is already 31 o_o & seems like yesterday I still think he's in his 20's but I digress xD

I included that photo of SHINPEI for a very good reason 8D & in the subject title on what's my favourite body part/s of the dude which's inspired by a question that was posted on brzfan.net x)

My favourite body part/s of SHINPEI

Somewhat perverted answer or not :p

His rock hard abs *__* if not , why would I upload that awesome topless shot of SHINPEI for nothing ? 8D

After all , SHINPEI's not known as the buff dude / health nut in BREAKERZ for nothing ;D

Politically somewhat deep answer

His heart because to me , I feel that SHINPEI cares the most in the group . No disrespect to AKIHIDE & DAIGO but the way SHINPEI feels about BREAKERZ , it's evident in the way he blogs about anything that's related to the group .

Also , I can sense that he's a very family oriented person . I mean from what he wrote about his adorable Chappy to his niece & nephews , I can visualise him settling down & having a family 5 years down the road :)

And yeah I will definitely go out with SHINPEI as I think he's someone I can rely upon & not being over worried for nothing . AKIHIDE & DAIGO , you 2 can have each other in having a shoulder to cry/lean over :P xD just like what happened in the silly GRAND FINALE confession scene skit LOL



HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN SHINPEI AKA THE #1 B'z FANBOY (≧▽≦)(≧▽≦)(≧▽≦)

HAPPY 34TH BIRTHDAY , DAIGO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



http://ameblo.jp/daigoblog/entry-11216854119.html

omg I really can't believe it , DAIGO's already 34 lmao xD but dude stay amazing as always for the last 4 years since I 1st known you in BRZ ^_____^

Despite your crazy over the top embarassing antics (which I have grown to be so immune lmao) , I still adore you as if there's no tomorrow (≧▽≦)

Please stay true to who you're & not what you're <3



アイシテル DAIGO ♪

Today was supposed to be a day where I kick back & relax as it's the weekend but something unpleasant took place today which caused my past to come back to haunt me ._.

After proscinating over & over again , I finally decided to make my way to Astons Prime at Centrepoint to have lunch as during the weekdays , sometimes I will go to Astons Specialities at Suntec City to have my meal since it's near my current workplace .

Be it at Astons Prime or Astons Specialities , the quality & service they put in is fabulous & if not for my fierce loyal dedication to Jack's Place , I definitely will choose Astons's as my fave steakhouse restaurant xD

At this point in time , everything was fine & dainty . It was only until I made my way down to the basement of Centrepoint as I wanted to withdraw $ from the ATM for this coming week's allowance for me to spend & that's where everything went downhill for me .

As I made my way to the ATM's , I saw a guy that was fiddling with his handphone outside of Subway . A sickening gut feeling hit me suddenly & turns out , he was my ex close friend that I haven't seen close to 4 years :O

I had to do a double take as it has been so long since I last saw him & sure enough it was him alright . I began to feel really uneasy & I'm actually quite glad he didn't look up as he continue to stare at his handphone . If not , I'm sure it will be very awakard as it has been so long since I've seen him .

As I made my exit from Centrepoint , a whole series of emotions came in & I started listening to BREAKERZ's Gekijou which reflected exactly what I went though as this whole sequence of wild emotions was driving me .

If that's not dejavu enough , 2 days ago in the Home section of The Strait Times , I saw a picture of my ex close friend in an article so ...

I thought after such a long time since I left & boycott the local music scene , I would have forgotten him but after what happened to me this afternoon , the exact same painful memories is still haunting me & I hate myself for not letting go of the past .

I foolishly thought I was able to forget what has happened to me but it still came back & it's so hard to shake it off as my ex close friend was there for me during the last few years of my teens & he was the 1 that was able to help me to get on the straight & narrow as I was a teen with so many problems on hand .

I guess some things are really hard to let go & I thought after 4 long years , I would have forgotten about him but alas that's not the case .

No wonder it's easy to see why I must have cried a bucketload of tears when I 1st heard Shunrenka on B.R.Z ACOUSTIC ;__; ._.

I still wonder what might happen if I made the 1st move to say hi to him in the afternoon & vice versa ? I don't know but I suppose some things are best to be stay in the past as I definitely have no more interest in supporting S'pore's local music scene anymore .

It took me a very long time to get to where I'm at in the jpop/rock industry & I have tremendous joy in supporting/promoting BREAKERZ which they're my utter pride .

I honestly don't know what I do without my fandoms , if not I would have sunk into a deep depression within seconds .

I'm not the same person then & now . Much as all those painful memories came & haunted me once more , I'm going to try my best to move on from all of this . Living in denial/agony for 4 years + is a very long time , I have & should move on with my life from this day onwards .

How time can really make a difference . 11 days ago on my birthday , I got the rude shock of my life when I found out 2 unauthorised transactions were made using my credit card & this morning when I logged on to check my bank account's balance , I felt a super big sense of relief when I look at my available & ledger balances ;_;

I supposed I should not whine but the very fact that close to S$1,000+ were supposedly taken away from my bank account , it's not a small figure to begin with . 1 of the unauthorised transaction was debited from my account but that's a pretty small amount .

I was more worried for the other transaction that's worth more than S$1,000+ & I'm someone that don't freely spend this amount , just like that since I'm not made of $ but just now when I checked my account balance , I heaved a big sigh of relief ;___;

Now what I have to do is to file a case with POSB DBS in getting back my $ for the transaction that has been debited . It might seem like a small amount ie. S$55.95 but it's still my hard earned $ that I worked hard in earning it .

This's really the best early Chinese New Year present I can ask for ;_; . I can't celebrate it this year due to the passing of my late paternal grandma but this really makes my day just so so so much <3

I purposedly did not want to include so many things in my previous post so I thought I separate both the happy & unhappy things that took place today on my birthday & well in here , it's all nothing but happy thoughts :D

Having 2 guys to compete for my affection is really heartbreaking if not terrible D: & I'm sure coolnat466 & kaedes can vouch for this just because ~_~ ....





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Not exactly the type of photos to see BOTH so early in the morning & before I go to bed but ugh this's so terrible ~_________~ but I digress , thanks guys anyway hoho xD

Also today during my lunch break , I wanted to have lunch with my mum but she already had a lunch appointment so I called my younger sister & asked her if she wants to lunch with me & she said yes .

My sister already knew what happened that I discussed/wrote earlier on so in a bid way to cheer me up , she said that she decided to give me a treat for lunch , with the fact that today's my birthday ^____^

Despite my day started out in a rather unfortunate manner , I can take it to heart that in any bleak situation , there's always a silver lining in things & I'm still praying hard that I'll be able to recover & get compensation from DBS in line with the $ that I've lost today due to credit card fraud .

Justice will get served on those criminals & let alone retribution as well !

1st of all , I want to thank everybody on LiveJournal & Twitter that've sent me early / not so early birthday wishes , I really appericate it & I never thought I felt so loved on my special day today xD

2ndly , also to the enormous amount of concerns that were given to me which I've tweeted about this awful if not terrible incident I've faced & this makes this year's birthday of mine something that I would rather forget ._.

I woke up at 6.15am today & when I checked my handphone , to my shock , I found out a fraud transaction was made using my credit card & worst of all ? this took place today at 5.09am Singapore time which doesn't make any sense to me since I was sleeping prior to waking up about an hour ago or so .

To add salt to injury , when I called POSB/DBS's bank customer service's hotline which's luckily 24 hours , the customer service officer told me there was actually another transaction that took place without my knowledge at 4am today .

I was shell shocked to have found this out , especially since I've lost close to S$1000+ from both transactions which's extremely devastating to me because whatever $ that I'm saving up currently , it's supposed to be used to pay for my school fees when I resume classes later this year in May .

I wouldn't be surprised if I'm 1 of the unlucky 2,726 people that had close to a total of 1/2 million being stolen last week from DBS & I'm actually relieved my sisters are not affected by this because they also use the same credit card as me :O

I've been doing online transactions for a really long time but I never expect such a thing to befall on me & it just has to happen today of all days which's pure irony .

Ironically , before I actually woke up , I kind of sense that already something wasn't right when my wall clock & BREAKERZ LIVE TOUR 2011 “GO” poster fell on me D: & true enough , my 6th sense judgement didn't lie once again ._.

Now the only thing I can do's wait to see if the 2 fraud transactions get reflected on my bank account & if so , then this's going to be classified as a police case :x

I already got my current exisiting credit card cancelled & a new replacement card will be sent to me within the next few working days & also the customer service officer also offered to send me an internet banking devise as I told her I don't have any internet banking access yet unlike my youngest sister that has (which I didn't know til she told me lol)

S$1000+ is a lot of $ & after I started working , I learnt just how hard it's to earn $ & this's something I don't take for granted anymore after I entered the work force .

As I sit back chilling/relaxing in front of my computer , it still hasn't stuck me that in less than 2 hours's time , I'm going to be old again , oh joy -.-

Ah yes as shameless as I'm (or so I think) , my birthday's tomorrow :D & weird as it might sound , to me , age's ain't nothing but a number .

I remembered when I was a kid & when things were so carefree & problems free , I always look forward to my birthday every single year . Being the 1st born , I was spoilt rotten (but not so much to the extent that I became a wild child xD) & showered with lots of gifts & $ .

As the years goes by , after I made the transition from a small naive kid to a complex troubled teen to a somewhat mature adult , birthdays to me now are just another day for me to look forward to but also much as I dislike to say this but there's the kid in me wishing I would hope to be forever 21 .

Then again , who I'm to kid about ? I still like to feel special on my birthday & I definitely will buy another cake for myself tomorrow , er even though my family already 'demolished' a 1kg of chocolate cake in record time ie. within 2 days -____-

Every birthday of mine passes , it's another year of saying that I'm a year older but hopefully more wiser than before . I don't know if 2012 will echo this sentiment of mine . All I can say's that maybe ?

I can't wait to graduate from University FOR GOOD & also to finally get a job so that I can lessen my family's financial burden .

Mark my words , 2012 is going to be great & of course my ego's somewhat boosted by the fact that people who're born in the year of the tiger are supposedly to have very good luck in 2012 so all the more I'm psyched & pumped up .

Looks like I'll be playing the following happy birthday songs to myself XD

1) girl next door - Happy Birthday !
2) NEWS - Happy Birthday
3) YUI - Happy birthday to you you

Get it ? haha

On Christmas eve , I jet off to Taiwan with my family & I was really excited since I never been to Taiwan before that :D

I was in Taiwan for a week & here's a summary of my trip :)

- Airplane food FTW xD . Somemore on my flight going to Taiwan & coming back , I was served Häagen-Dazs ice cream onboard the plane *__*

My dad chose not to eat airplane food which's such a pity , he doesn't know what he's missing out on :x

- Managed to utilise my mother tongue to good use (or so I think xD) . I don't speak Chinese as often as I wish I could but at least my Chinese is not going to be rusty anytime now !

- Love Taiwan's weather as compared to crappy S'pore where's downright terribly humid , Taiwan's weather is so cooling , just like Macau *__*

- Love the food a great deal , I never had so much beef noodles & bubble tea in my life til I went there xD & yes now I understand why Koi forever has long queues in Clementi because 50嵐 serves really good bubble tea :)

Somemore Taiwanese are very generous when comes to food portions too :O

- Taiwan's 7-11 convenience stores are really amazing . Now I understand why my younger sister said the convenience stores here cannot make it big time because wow , for Taiwan's case , they modelled after the Japanese which's great :D

- Wasn't used to standing on the right side of the escalators cos in here , I stand on the left & oh yeah , Taiwanese drive on the left too :O

- Taiwanese are very polite & friendly . Even when comes to queuing up for the MRT , they would stand in line which I don't see this taking place here in any single bit .

Let alone seats that're designated as priority seats , able people will not take them which I'm amazed . Heck , someone even asked me to give up a priority seat to an elderly on my way back to the hotel from Danshui too

- Taiwan seems to love their Starbucks a lot cos I never see any Coffee Bean stores when I was there :O

- I will miss the easy accessibility of buying jpop stuff in CD shops ._. . I literally went to the CD shops every day during the 1 week when I was in Taiwan . Somemore , Taiwan press's so reasonably affordable as compared to Japan press

Now I have to adjust back in buying my jpop stuff online sigh T_T

- Shopping is not my best friend :x I shop like a guy unlike my sisters that can spend hours buying stuff & this's something I cannot & probably will not get it haha

- I finally managed to meet kaedes & energy20228 face to face ! , in fact I met both of them the day before I left the country :)

That almost didn't materialise since everyday in the free & easy agenda , I was always doing different things with my family but I was so glad I was able to meet both of them ^__^ as there's no telling if I'm able to do that in the future somemore

In fact I was surprised when they said I speak Chinese well xD , considering at home , I seldom speak my mother tongue so I take that as a compliment xD

With that said , I gladly go back to Taiwan again in the near future :) Aside from somewhat over-walking a bit too much , other than that , it has been a fun & great trip :D

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Sniff sniff sniff , this totally made my early Mon morning when I came across this banner in AHS



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I'm honestly completely surprised , especially since this year , I wasn't able to cast my votes due to commitments that I have in real life but dammit , this's such an honour for me xD

Let alone , it's the 2nd time I won for the Member Most Dedicated To... category too as well <3

It's a thankless 'job' to promote/support BREAKERZ on a daily basis but doing this for close to 3 1/2 years & with no signs of slowing down , coming across such things still makes me very happy :D

Well , this should be able to make my Mon fly by pretty easy isn't it ? 8D <3